Time...

 Time...

In a world where I have to much time,

My brain wanders aimlessly,

I can dream up fresh horrors,

Or I can fold in on myself.

A double edged sword,

Lost to the night,

But Friends with the day,

Constantly fighting against yourself. 

I want to be loved,

I want to be trusted,

I want to be held,

But the one I seek is gone.

I dream of you,

When your not here,

Your face hiding from mine,

My hands slipping threw your fingers.

In my heart I want to believe, 

You are not gone,

But are alive, searching, 

Always trying to find away back to me.

But my brain tells me what I fear,

Tells me you are gone,

That you have been purged to the night, 

And I will never see your face again... 

Reality sets in,

That I must face the world with out you,

That I must carry on each day,

Knowing time has stolen you ...

Sea of Spain ...

In this field of dandelions,
Up to my ankles in rain,
I start to ponder what its like, 
To feel the sea of Spain.


To feel the water in the sea,
Not just from up above,
But I fear this dream is far away,
Just slightly out of touch. 


So for now I will just wait, 
With the rain above my face,
Lean back and relax,
Give in to the fact, 
That I only have the rain...

Red and Gold

Red and Gold

As the red and the golds blend into one ...
My heart and my soul start to run...
Faster and faster to the beat of your love...
Until all I can feel is your overwhelming love...


Your arms around me keeping me calm... 
They let me know I'm safe from harm...
Without your love I wouldn't feel safe...
But while your here I can just embrace...


The way that you make me feel ...
When people tend to just sit still...
I know with you I'll never stop...
Because to stop would be to just give up ....

Fighting Mother Nature

Fighting Mother Nature 


The snow it falls...
Like dust in a dream....
Like icing on a cake...
My head spinning from the shear beauty... 
That a simple flake can hold...


The ice cold air,
Swirls around my face, 
Lifting my hair, 
For a simple Embrace,


But I will not bend to the wills of the weather ...
For I stand to Fight another day... 
Against Mother Nature...

I Must Hide In The Light Of The Sun ...

I Must Hide

I Hide from my Fears,

That I have picked up threw out the Years,

Hiding my Face, 

In a quickening Haste,

But I cannot Hide, 

From what I don't Pride,

I Must Face, The darkness Inside,

Reach towards the light and Bear my soul for all to see...

In the light of the sun ...

In the light of the Sun, My hair shining Bright 

My pale face turned to the Floor, As I look from great Heights,

My Form may be Weak,

But my Soul it is Strong,

It can only be seen in the light of the sun ...